where to begin here? 1st i had no idea the popularity i seemed to have. im more stunned that an entire website could become so viscious and turn on someone as fast as you all did. ive never claimed to be anything,or anyone,that im not. but no one here cares an innocent poster got lynched. and why did this happen? i never attacked anyone and i thought i was a damn good contributor.isnt that all that matters here? obviously not. many of you killed me who ive NEVER had any interaction with.the friends i DID have turned so fast its troubling.posters ive always respected hurt me time and again in the RR and no one EVER came to my defense. im impressed with the power the shrink has and more so with the power of the rx. regardless of a phonecall to who ever one needs to be placed to i can never come back after today. would you? i was asked to call shrink and because my life didnt revolve around the rx and dropping everything to do that i get this?why should any one here have to call shrink or any mod? i was here to have fun and to learn. well im a great student because i learned alot about the type of people who call the rx home. look in the mirror all those who killed me today.the person looking back is unfair and not very forgiving. up to this point my only crime was silence and not making a call. xpanda has alot of info i gave her regarding my arrival over 2.5 years ago.i was boltgirl back then. and i had a roomate who was already a member here who used my pc to log on. he turned me onto the rx and thats how i got started.he moved on and i left the rx for 1 year. when i came back i returned as roxygurl.since that time what have i done to deserve this? i dont want more flaming in this thread theres more than enough in xpandas thread. i wont see it anyway,i made it thru 20 replys and couldnt read any more so i doubt i'll be checking back here.everyone should know your all next.for what ever reason its a sport to destroy others here and thats frightening.i will be lurking again because theres great cappers here and that i could never give up. c-lo has a website and i know some of you found your way there just to attack me there and i ask you to please treat him and his website with respect. im no longer a part of it so dont waste your time.to the mods here you are 1st rate and untill recently treated me decently.but your good peeps for the most part. im too nice to express my feelings regarding xpanda. put yourselves in my shoes and draw your own conclusions about whats going on in my mind after all this. my last word is about respecting everyone here regardless of gender. why does it matter who someone is if they share quality info with everyone else? how many women are men so they can blend in and go about thier business? please dont bash me in this one i really want everyone to see this rather than moving it to the rr. if you had any respect for me please only bump it up so all can read this.a call to shrink undoes none of the destruction done here today.thank you for reading this,its been fun and i cant come back as you all wouldnt accept me now no matter what.i dont wish this on anyone.i wish the rx well.